Oh fuck, buddies are at Bugis waiting to watch FD.

Gonna give it a miss cuz there's no space in the car!

Don't want to go home alone from Bugis -.-

And I don't want to ask one of them to accompany me home. That would be baddddd.

So for now, I'll wait for em' to finish their movie. Hopefully, I won't be asleep at that time.

Cheers :)

Ouch, I feel like shit =]

Movie with Kam and Boris yesterday. Where Got Ghost.

Thumbs up for the comedy only.

Safra to meet up with Guishan, Ben and Jon Ng.

Wanted to play battlefield but there isn't any, so we changed to Dota!

Cab back to JP with 6 person. First time yeah ^^

Breakfast and home sweet home.

Ghost festival, ghost festival..

Mom told me not to go out in the night. But I prolly wouldn't care much about what she says.

What's there to be afraid of when you did nothing wrong :)

Though they sometimes say you might just get unlucky :O Since I'm already, I wouldn't care much again.

Anyhoo, G.I Joe with Guishan, Wisely and Ivan. I think it was 2-3days back. Graphics damn niceeee. Especially the part when they're running on the road. Though the storyline a bit boring. :/ Meet up with Pin Heng and Kam after movie. They went to watch UP. Looool. Dinner.

West coast RC to watch them poke the balls.

I'm gonna be truthful to myself. I don't really like playing pool or billiard. UNLESS, I've nothing to do -_-

Seeing those balls banging onto each other and dropping inside the pocket makes me feel tired.

Left with Kam because I've to celebrate my brother's birthday. Man, I just realised I failed to be a big brother.

And on another side note, I found out that I can't sleep long when I sleep in the night :O

Automatically woke up after 6hours or so.. And my mood wasn't really good.

Cuz I woke up at 6-8am. Will be bloody tired after 5pm. I'll ignore people when they wanna chat in msn with me.

So, forgive me if I did that :)

No more hardcore gaming. So, anyone wanna go out? No dinner at homeeee.

I think I'll give a miss on the outing. I'd probably say I'll contact them later after I'm done.

But, I'm always lazy/tired after preparing everything :P

Telling myself that it isn't true

Downloading Fear 2 ^^ But it's at 11.6% after 20hours -.-

Gotta change back my sleeping timing.

Can't go anywhere when I woke up at 8pm-12am.

Sore throat and one side of my gum's swollen. Late nights please go awayyyyy.

Meantime, Combat Arms shall accompany me :)

Trying to stay awake for 49hours suck. Temper went boom boom boom.

Basically, dramas, dota, eat, shit. Nothing fun happening.

Even if there's outings, I'll just stay at home.

Mom think that I'm under depression cuz I'm always in my room with the door closed.

So, I need a brainwash. Been suffering from major-typing/speaking-errors ever since I played back DotA.

It's getting worst. I can't believe I told my mom that I'm watching rice, instead of, I'm watching dramas.

Have to check each and every sentence carefully before I post anything out now.

Don't wanna be a laughing stock to everyone :P

Everything happened for a reason. Like how I got my flu.

By going into an air-con+fan+half naked.... room.

Drinking lots of water make you healthier.

Smoking make you die faster. Not studying? A worthless person now.

Why do I drink? For a moment of shiok-ness, pleasure, whatever-you-can-think-of.

And because of this, I think my life span is being minus by a few days or monthssss.

Why am I not doing anything? Cuz I can't find my goal in life.

You guys can say 'Ohh! You can do it!'

But that thing won't last in my head for long. For now, I think it's bullshit. For now...

Why do people kept asking me to see it? Maybe they just wanna see my reaction.

I saw it, but I choose to keep quiet. Cuz I'm in no place to make a big fuss outta it.

It's like exchanging stuff. But this shitty-shit-shit doesn't apply to me. -.-

I feel pathetic now.

Sometimes, I'll give money to those old people if they ask for it. Provided if I've extra cash la.

Don't give me craps like 'Wah, Lim Xuan leh!' I'll give you -'-

Back to point, I don't expect anything good from them and I don't expect to be scold by some stranger when I help them. But one old bitch did that. I know I might have been cheated but I'd want to be treated the same way when I'm old.

I know I heard something different that night. Though you gave me bullshit answer.

I know I've hearing problems now. But the answer you gave and the one you talked about, is very different.

Now I'm asking, why do you have to whisper? Lol.

I hate people who act infront of me. Por lan pa or no balls? Just open your mouth if you dislike me.

No point going round and round. Even if it's a joke, why do you have to deny it after asking for 3-4 times? Leopard never changes it spot.

And, I've got my pride =]

Idgaf now because I treat you as a dog. You guys know how dog will respond if it sees food.

I done my best, yet, unexpected.

But still, I can't think of any reason. Tho I'm willing to try it again and again.

Why why why. Think more? Leads to more why.

Did this because I'm very bored.

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Back from Sauna(Supper) club! I swear it's super hot inside.

Went in at 1am. But still, gotta thanks Wisely and John.

Got turn off after 10mins inside the club. Feel like cabbing home, but like bastard only.

So I stayed inside, but it doesn't make any difference. Since I kept walking in and out -.-

Clementi for porridge. Back to Wee Boon's block to slack. Home at 8am. Blogging this shit now.

I hate fights inside the club. Some Malay guy elbow my shoulder when he was rushing outside.

Well, there isn't any bruise but it's fucking pain when I pressed that spot.

And fuck, I just vomit out my porridge. Something wrong with me. Lol.

Before that, I mean yesterday, I went to the toilet to puke after seeing my favourite chicken rice.

Like nice only.

I think I'll blog more stuffs on the other blog.

Kept typing wrong things after playing DotA.

Tag team give up, wait my hook lvl 5, -water moonlight.

Wtf man, we even say wrong things inside skype.

Zzz, I'm feeling sleepy now, how am I suppose to survive till morning later on.

Fuck, my psp died on me.

I accidentally pushed my psp away when I was sleeping.

Woke up and I saw my UMD on the ground. Put it back.

On my psp and realised that it was still working. Happily went back to bed upon seeing it.

Woke up again, tried to play VK2. Black screen. GG.com.sg

Moral of the day:Never ever put your psp beside your bed unless you're a corpse.

Outings later on? Guess I'll have to DotA with Boris and Chai again.

Think twice, but maybe thrice.

Hmm..

Dota till morning for 5days straight. Like bored only. New entertainment?

31st July

Berney's bday BBQ at West Coast Park. Cabbed over with Kam and Boris.

Lots of people were there alr.

The fun started when the clock striked 12am. (x

So yeah, Happy Bday Berney!

Cab home at 3am because I've things to do, which is 1st August.

Home in the late afternoon.

Wanted to club, but I've family day on Sunday, which rarely happens.

So I went Dota-ing with Kam, Boris and Chai.

Lost track of time. Slept at 8am and I just woke up -.-

Which means I didn't get to go out with my familyyyyyy.

I'll update the pixs when I feel like it. Getting uber lazy.

Feeling way down again. Wonder what's wrong with me.

First, I hate getting touched by others. Like those Hey! *A pat on your shoulders*

Which is a bad thing. Secondly, I think I've been closing myself to others.

There's still more but I don't want to let people to think I'm a weirdo.

Not gonna blog it out (8